I'd never sing of love
If it does not exist.
But darlin' you are the only exception
You are the only exception~
mixed feelings
Tuesday, April 7, 2009 2:25 PM
("V") BigBee is a happy happy girl for the past 2days! ("V")
Haha. Seriously long time never play until so carefree, just do it, just play that kind of feeling. Really happy. & felt really super stupid after watching all the videos!! Don't know why i will like that also. Quite scary actually. :X I'll just spurt out all my secrets if i aren't aware of it. LOL! Went to watch "The Unborn" with Tingy, Miao & Jessly~ Actually the movie quite nice leh, don't know why some others commented that its not nice. Its like exorcistism. Demons are so scary lor. :X Jessly screamed the most throughout the movie! But there're some parts i got shocked i got scream also lah. Haha. Supper pasar malam food & went my house to stayover cause my house EMPTY! Nobody at home. Wahaha~ Chit chat till i fall asleep & the others still chatting. I hugged Orangee to sleep throughout the whole night! My chou chou poster is going to be replaced already lah. LOL. Its really nice to hug man. Soft soft one & the right size somemore. Hees. Thanks to vinvin because he bought it for me!! :D :D He named it Orangee so i also call him Orangee. Pronounced as Orh-Ren-Gi . Hees. He's supar cute please. He'll smile at chuu in a cutee way. ^^
This is Orangee.
Orangee & friends. Haha.
One moment feeling happy another moment having mixed feelings. Tsktsk. Annoying man. Why humans have so many feeling nerves. LOL. Its so nice to have just the happy nerve and you wont get angry/sad but only happy all the time. Hais. Don't want to feel emo one, but cannot control. :( 不应该在这个时候转角的,为什么不一直走下去呢.. 现在转错了角, 如果不能回头再找另一条路怎么办? 不想让任何人知道,应为这不是一件简单的事. 很乱,很乱. 真是的, 一直都以为一切都很正常. What really happened. But its not confirmed, unsure.. Very unsure. Might find the right way back probably. Maybe i should ask Orangee for help to figure out tonight. Haha. Its like a mystery puzzle waiting to be solved. It needs to be solved and it cannot be true. Seriously it cannot be a fact. Wake up, its just a dream. This is what i want. Alright, done pouring out. Felt better i guess.
So in love with this song...
Tomorrow meeting the SHINee girls for a simple dinner cause they always ask me out it clashes with other things one. Think that should be all.